Monday, June 05, 2006
Judgment Day.. =)
Suddenly received shan's msg which read:
Exams results are out, tog with honours classification..Upon reading this, my heart started to beat very fast. I am really not prepared to get my results today cos i thought it will only be out on Fri. Actually i'm very worried about my results for 306, fearing that i would retain for one more year because of that.
Many reasons for me to think that way. Firstly, it is a killer module whereby quite a few seniors 'ta bao' and couldnt graduate. Secondly, i failed my 2 quizzes which constitutes 25%. Thirdly, as usual i din do very well for class participation. Think only JY knew that i did badly for my coursework. I dun want to tell my other friends about it cos it is really embarrassing and i din want them to share my unhappiness.
My hands were shivering and voice was shaking when JY called to tell me her results. I am not exaggerating, JY can prove that. My heart was pounding very fast.. When i saw my results, i immediately breakdown. It is not tears of sadness but JOY!! I really feel a sense of relief. Think i can sleep well tonight (for the past few weeks, i couldnt really get to slp cos i am too worried about my results)
Friends i met have asked me if i going to graduate this coming june. I will always answer them 'not sure' cos it will have to depend on my results. But now I can say that i have graduated, though with not really good grades. But i am already contented!! YEAH!!
* my dreams_
5:53 PM